Day 9139

上帝说 活在回忆里的人最痛苦 也最幸福~

There are times in life when the most comfortable thing is to do nothing at all.
Things happen to you and you just let them happen.

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Day 9053

Singapore In Sand art

By CHIJ SJC

Day 9032

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Day 8994

<<你的样子>>

词：罗大佑
曲：罗大佑
唱：罗大佑


我听到传来的谁的声音
像那梦里呜咽中的小河
我看到远去的谁的步伐
遮住告别时哀伤的眼神
不明白的是为何你情愿
让风尘刻画你的样子
就像早已忘情的世界
曾经拥有你的名字我的声音

那悲歌总会在梦中清醒
诉说一点哀伤过的往事
那看似漫不在乎转过身的
是风干的泪眼后潇瑟的影子
不明白的是为何人世间
总不能溶解你的样子
是否来迟了明日的渊源
早谢了你的笑容我的心情

不变的你
伫立在茫茫的尘世中
聪明的孩子
提着易碎的灯笼

潇洒的你
将心事化尽尘缘中
孤独的孩子
你是造物的恩宠
提着心爱的灯笼( music )

- 爱你还是爱面子。。。

Day 8985

The Way You Are

I keep my emotions in bottles
And let my inner tears battle
But every once in a while
In words, I hurl those demons out
But you don’t at all, you don’t

I paint my pretence with countless masks
And flood myself with colourful tasks
But every few days, now and then
I surrender and raise my hands
But you never do, you never do

I hide my anger with happy smiles
And curse secretly, nasty and vile
But when the clouds turn to rain
I yell at those beasts with disdain
But you always don’t, you always don’t

You only keep all the aching inside
Let nobody enter from the outside
You always don’t, just like you never will

-fio

Day 8948

<<错爱>>

词：林毅心
曲：李瞳
唱：李铭顺


若一切回到从前
伤痛或就能够避免
你微笑的脸 不该有哭红的眼
爱的甜 不会变苦 让你我失眠

曾经轻易承诺 轻易分开 自私对待
是我爱得太过草率 将彼此伤害
若能选择 若能重来 不会错爱
倾尽一生 无怨无悔。

- 甜蜜的负担~

Day 8835

<<邂逅>>

词：黄惠贞
曲：巫启贤


入暮的山途独有我彳亍，落红铿然显凄清。
低吟起那幽阴的歌，歌声抖出了萧索。

歌韵隐隐飘荡入我波心，牵引我山游觅觅寻。
邂逅你炯莹的星眸，颤动我翩翩入梦。

恒古隽永美丽的神话，莫非已降临此刹那。
默望长空我深深祈祷，愿刹那化永恒典雅。

- 对着你无穷的思念~

Day 8812

Days 8447-8811: 365 days in summary, key points of the year...

The year sort of started off badly with the rejection by SIA. Being selected from the hundreds of applicants but got chopped off because of the medical. And with that, the dream of being in the flight deck of the 744 sort of vaporise...
Nevertheless, managed to get a job with good prospects and started working in July after my reservist. However, the passion for the sky remains and I have re-submit my application form 4 days back.

Ministry-wise, a rather busy year so much so that I was nearly burnt out. But was rather fulfilling too as I got my grading for APC 2 and PPCDL. But with that, more responsibilites and areas to help out. Sometimes, really feel like taking a short 2-3 months break for a breather...

Got 2 licenses this year; Class 3 and PPCDL (will be 3 if I got in SIA). A friend even joked that I am really like an 'amat' after learning that I can drive tanks too. (",)
Speaking of her, I really need to express my gratitude to her for all the prayers and being there when I need someone to talk to or even just to play games online. 谢谢！

Broken parts~
My PC's motherboard finally received the G219 and rested in peace in its box. With it demise, Ms. Elsa's fan decided not to turn anymore, making me spend $$$ to pamper her with a new heatsink and fan. Next up is the pet mouse who got scratch by the cat and died, followed by Mr. Hitachi, who decided to cough himself to death by having bad sectors again and again. The ultimate came when my $400++ Thrustmaster Cougar joystick snapped while I was using it mid-way (its made of metal yet it broke!!!), resulting in several emails requesting for urgent spares so that I can take off for the skies in FS2004 again.
Oh ya! My second cooling fan decided to take a break for the festive season too... And my 8810i is hospitalised...

The next lap
Finally, I will be moving back to my old residence next 2nd quarter and I have decided to embark on an overseas community service trip (West Timor) after thinking about such trips for some time. However, this also means that I have to postpone my other planned courses/ trips for the year' 06 as I will be drain out financially.
They are (in order of priority):

• First Aid (I need to get back my grading!!!)
• Tibet and EBC
• National Geographic Open Water
• Sky-diving

Oh ya~! I need to get a hair-cut ASAP too. (",)
Happy New Year~